Do you ever say that you want to be somebody? I get caught up in my thoughts sometimes and worry that my life isn't going to matter. I get caught up in thinking I want to be somebody. I want to be someone and do something with my life.

Dictionary.com lists somebody as "some person" or "a person of some note or importance."

No…I don't really want to be somebody. I wasn't created to be somebody. I don't want to be some random person that's known for all of their achievements, and I don't want to be a person who's life is lived in vain.

I want to be Jesus.

When people look at me, are they seeing Jesus?

Or am I still Jessica Yeo? The girl who used to be a decent athlete. And had long blonde hair. And loves tattoos. And has traveled to several countries and lived through many cool things in recent years.

I want these things to be forgotten.

I don't want to be defined by the things I've done. I don't want to be defined by the "I" in my life.

I want to be Jesus. Not like Jesus. I want the only thing people see in this body to be Jesus.

Until there's no I left…God do whatever it takes.